Sunday, July 31, 2011

Firework.



I will go through all this pain.

Take the bullet through my brain.








Do you ever feel.

Like a plastic bag?






Easy come.
Easy go.







NOT easy to take.







Baby you are firework.







dynamite.





grenade.




burst.







-Fireworks-












boom.







yes.






Just DREaM.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Crap.

Urgh.

Darn eclass.

DARN DARN DARN!!!!!!


Thursday, May 19, 2011

Oh no.NO.no.

This can't be happening.

This shouldn't be happening.

why?

breaking up?


i'm in pieces now. ._.

Sunday, May 8, 2011

WHOOOOOOOOOOOAW ;D

I'M CRAZYY~

OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG.

I BOUGHT IT.

WITHOUT THINKING TWICE.

I RUSHED TO KLCC.

UNIQLO.

ONCE I SAW IT.

NOTHING'S STRAIGHT IN MY MIND ANYMORE.

RM40.

WELL.

WHATEVER.

ONCE IN MY LIFETIME!

I BOUGHT TWO.

ONE FOR HIM AND ONE FOR MY OWN.

WHOAOAOAOAOAAW~~~


I'M INSANE! ;)


BUT I THINK I DESERVE IT.

I NEVER WANTED IT SO BADLY.

RED.

WITH GOLDEN WORDS.

HMPH.

HOW DO YOU THINK ABOUT THAT?





ONE PIECE




<3



Saturday, April 16, 2011

noNOno =(

Gosh.

I reallly can't live without you.


YOu're already a part.

DAmnit.

How?

Gonna suffer like this?

NONONO.

I don't think this is a right way.

I'm going lunatic~!

imy.


Sunday, April 10, 2011

Wonder,i wonders. =(

I'm still wondering

Why.

That it still lingers.

No matter.

I'm alright now.

Maybe,

I claims that I am.

It just won't disappear.

Sorry.

Maybe you really did left many scars on me.


All thanks to you.

I've been trying not to bother anymore.

But it just kept on coming.

I'm already trying my best.

SIGHS.


COmpLIcAteD.



Yes.

Yes.

I got it.

Cherish.

Don't worry dude.

I always does.



It's better to know some of the questions than all of the answers.

Don't suffer your own heart.


Bitterness.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Whatever =P



=D


Always the smarter way ;D

Friends.

ILyouguys so much =)

Felt better after spending time with u all.

Kanasai, you too ;P

Haven't yet told parents abt my shitty results.

Tomorrow la.

Let's hope when we see each other at skul,

i'm still in one piece D;

Good luck >_<






Sunday, March 27, 2011

hey thr.

我的努力,努力不伤害你。

But i failed right?

You dropped your tears again.

You precious tears.

And i'm worn exactly at the same time.

I'm sorry.

I could have chilled,

forget about it,

and give you a big smile saying

"It's alright. Don't worry."

But instead,

i blamed you.



My fault.
I shouldn't have said that.

There's always another chance.

So just wait.

WAIT.

i know everything will be fine by then.

Right?
;)


Just don't let those precious tears drop anymore kay?


PROMISE me.

><

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Losing mind.



I'm just trying my best.

I can't manage everything .

I'm just a human.

I'm not a god.

I aren't IMMORTAL.

I'm myself
the whoever i am.

I'm not you.

I won't be able to know what are you thinking,
how is your heart aching.

My heart is in my chest.

Your heart is in yours.

You won't know why does my heart wrench.
I won't know how your heart split.


I can see through your eyes actually.

Did i hurt you badly?

Did you tears fall?



I did.

DIDN'T i?



I'm sorry.

I hope you will understand better.


It hurts to see you turning away.

I'm tired of faking smiles.
But hearing my own heart breaking.


irly.

Do you know?

It actually tore to think abt ending it.

That's why i've given up.

I.

I can't.

I know i won't be able
to handle it.


I don't mind my friends saying all those stuffs.

The thing is.

I just want you to be happy.


And it'll be satisfying enough for me.


ILY <3




Sunday, January 16, 2011

saw.high

So.high.

=

soh×i.

wth.

What have i done wrong?

I just borrowed comics frm my fren.

I didn't even bought it.

What's the fking matter with that?

DO you have to yell at me that way?

WHat's gotten to you guts?

Why can't i buy eng novel too?

I bought my first novel myself kay?

And who are the ones that always claims that i'm lousy?

WTH.

I've always wanted to learn things but yet you all stopped me.

And,

is that my fault then?

PLEASE.

Stick to the truth.

Accept the truth.

I'm not stupid.

i'm a human okay?

i've got brain.

i can think.

i've got heart.

i can feel.

i've got lacrimal gland.

i can cry.

i've got mouth.

i can speak.


And yet.

Why doesn't i have a chance to speak for it?

Why should i always be the one who have to obey all you said?

Nobody will be right forever.

Everybody make mistakes.

So do you.

So do I.


So what's the point of yelling, screaming for all the time though you're absolutely wrong actually?

Why can't you just give me a break?

LISTEN to me please?



THis isn't right.


I hate.

I despise.

To feel hatred towards home.


I wanna be a regular person like everyone that will miss home.

Not glad that i don't have to go home.


Can i?


PLEASE?





Sunday, January 2, 2011

NO more.

No more 52/52 in class.

No more 6x.xx for average.

Can i make it?

Frankly.

If.

IF i got the guts to study. ;)

Right?

T^T


No more "pei si" frm those idiots bastard =X

I'll let you see.

That's not i've only got.

I'm gonna make it.

=)


But the thing is.

How do i not flunk MATHS and PHYSICS?

And so as Malay n History...

>.<

I didn't meant to flunk it in the 1st actly...

NOT MY FAULT.

seriously.

I'm always slow at maths...


THat's DOOMED. ;P


Hehes.


=P




I'm gonna see you guys sooner or later.

<3