Sunday, July 18, 2010

My.Heart.

You said i should choose myself.

Which percentage higher,
the just follow it.

Now,

I let my heart decide.

It told me to hold on.

Look around.

Look at how the situation go.

Maybe I should give myself a rest.

My heart told me that it felt tired already too.

Tired of me.

Tired of my being stubborn.

Exhausted by suffering i gave my heart.


Sorry,
my dear heart.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Confusion is always the most honest response.

Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by its breathtaking moments.



Well, talking about breathtaking.

I remembered Edward.
Edward Cullen.

-- The irresistible, intoxicating kind of boyfriend.
-- The dangerous, deadly, yet yeah,breath-sucking.
-- Bella's Edward. (=

xDD
It just pop right out of my mind.Consider a mental note huh?

I need my phone.
T^T

I'm starting to feel like i am out of tracks...
Lost track of everything.

LOL.

It's just another mental note. =(


I am missing you.
You, you, and you.

T^T

Everybody, i meant. ;D

LALALALALAAA.

Sorry.
Maybe i hit my head.

No.
I didn't, actually.

I hit my leg instead.
And got blisters now.

Oww...
It hurts. >.<

I was using the kind of water pumper thingy to wash the car porch just now.
My mum warned me ~ Becareful. Don't go spray your leg with it unless you wanna lost your leg.
And i accidentally let it slipped, and it hit squarely on feet.
OwWwwwww~

Bad move.


Anyway.
I missed Doraemon badly.
><
I know its children's thing.
But i really love Doraemon.
xP

[Anybody wanna borrow me Doraemon comics? x)))]


I am now sinking my teeth into Pendragon's adventures too.
I am lovin' it ;)

Hey, you.
Kanasai.

Yes.

I am talking to you.

*seriously*

Ahem.

Update your blog anot wor?

wakakakaa.

Sorry.
I'm ma' foolin' around these days.

I am freaking out.

Holidays are real boring. =(

HMPH.

I'm just trying to make this post long.
Didn't meant to create so much junks.

PAI SEh la weihh xP



Eden.

Yes, my beloved darling. >.<
( i know it sounds gross)

Good thinking.

Good luck.

Time heals, babe (=

Muackies for you xD

[I told you i was freaking out.T^T]



Saturday, July 3, 2010

Every decision we make leaves its mark.

If it's true that words can injure us as much as weapons,

the blow that i had received is like a double-edged sword...

Everything we do, every tiny decision we make leaves its mark.

At times, it is easy to follow its path.

But often, there are too many signs which confuse everything.

And so u might need to find the courage to wipe everything away and start all over again,

with a heart that's open to the unexpected.

Perhaps, incredible things happen when u least expected it.

Moments you've imagined a million times suddenly catch u off guard.

And u can't help wonder if this is reality...


I'd like to find a way to make up everything and clear everything up once and for all,
but it's all so DARNED COMPLICATED...


To decide.

To choose one thing over another.

It happens all the time.

Everyday is full of decision to be made.

Though at times they may seem small and insignificant...

Their consequences can completely change our lives.

Yet certainly the most difficult thing about a decision is that,

choosing one thing means giving up another.


An unknown made of embarrassment and unbearable silence...
And also the unspeakable sorrows...