No pets allowed. ;)

I'm insane.

NOT.

You see,

i'm still well being here.

Nothing happened.

I'm alright.

=)

Definitely.

(=

Just gonna be lunatic.

crap.

crap.

crap.

Anyways...

I felt so guilty for turning down so much invitations...

I really wanna ply badminton with u guys...

Since i haven't met you in person bfore too. >.<

I also wanna go hang out with u all...

It's been a long time that we haven't met each other.

How're you guys?

[miss me ma? ;D kidding nia]

Sighs.

My mum 7 magan again = =

Don't allow this don't allow that.

Scold everything she could manage.

wth.

speechless o.O"

I'm sorry Carmen.

My mum really isn't in the good mood.

Terribly sorry. >.<

No pets allowed.

LOL.

i totally despise.

SOMETHING.

=X

Merry Christmas everybdaee =)

Aye. (=

me a gud boy lai d

dun

欺骗我的感情

别夺走我幼小的心灵

因为

我曾经受过伤害

我没有喜欢过任何人

我那幼小的心灵和纯真的感情

从来没有被谁欺骗或夺走

它

只留在我的心里。

Hey hey.

Guess which dude said this?

=D

Such a liar.

Shouldn't believe him.

=DD

But.

No big deal.

He's such a bad liar anyways.

=DDD

So easy to see through.

So easy to gather news.

=DDDD

But orhh...

Shouldn't say this way actually.

D=

It's so ...

Hmm...

Err...

Sorry.

I can't think of a word to describe...><

Just don't lie.

Its not fair to others.

PAi Seh la weih =P

=)

The thing is.

Mind counting?

How many days are there?

I mean.

I've lost track.

I've lost track of time.

I've lost track of myself.

All i know is.

KANASAI ADMITTED HE IS A...

sorlou.

=D

memang kanasai sungguh la weih.

xP

Today's.

The day.

Someone.

Wanted.

Me.

To.

Post.

This.

Silly.

Post.

Not.

My.

Fault.

Though.

WAnt.

To.

Blame.

SOMeone?

=D

BLAME ME BA.

i'll take the blame.

T^T

3 MONTHS.

Somebody have to get ready for Christmas.

You gotta get your well trained for stamina.

It's gotta be tiring you know?

It's not an easy job.

Listen.

reinDEAR.

I don't want Teddy bears.

I just want the cutest one.

I don't want any chocolates either.

I just want the best dark chocolate ever.

;D

Bottom line is,

I want neither actually.

All i want.

Is.

Definitely.

Something.

I.

Already.

Have.

=)

Thank you.

Days with you are awesome ;)

<3

古筝 =D

古筝Gu-Zheng.Gu-Zheng.Gu-Zheng.Gu-Zheng.Gu-Zheng.古筝

Look~

GU-ZHENG!

Isn't it awesome?

Its SUPERBLY AMAZING xD

I fell in love with it all over again...

And,

it's deeper than before already ;D

DOn't envy. xPPPP

Just kidding >.^

Weeellll,

it's already been one year that i have not played it...

Mostly cause of lack of time to practice.

One week go home once,

need practice piano and gu-zheng plus the schedule always crashed.

So, no choice.

I have to give up either one...

Now so regret laa...=(

My beloved gu-zheng is being abandoned by me...

Then dunno which idiot.

One of the string BROKE...T^T

That's why...

I very lazy to bother.

So...umm... SOweee la weih xPPPP

Just now i go fix it jor.

And then i attach the nails.

Weird feeling D:

Anyway,

I tried.

I was like,

WOW.

THis is nice.

Seriously.

I'm not trying to act fishy or what.

It's reallly nice =)

Got chance you guys can go learn.

It's not really hard actually >.^

Trust me (=

PS.<3>.<

SOT PLUG？

7 MAGAN ARRRRR?

WATCH PIANO PIECES CANNOT?

HELLO!

I CAN ONLY USE IT AT NIGHT.

AND ALL I DO IS SURF THE INTERNET,

WATCH MANGA,

CHAT.

I DIDN'T EVEN GET ADDICTED TO ANY GAMES.

I JUST USE IT FOR 3 HOURS ++

HELLO.

ANYTHING WRONG ABOUT IT?

DO YOU HAVE TO YELL AT ME LIKE THAT?

DO YOU HAVE TO THREATEN ME BY CONFISCATING EVERYTHING?

WTH?!?

DID YOU LOST YOUR MIND?

WHAT'S THE MATTER?

7MAGAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mood.

Haha.

Update blog must have mood.

Isn't it true?

Like now.

I am so empty-minded.

I don't have an single idea to write what...

These few days are raining...

Especially at nights. =)

So comfortable.

Since my house's air-conds all became 'toys'. xD

我不落泪，忍住感觉。

我落泪，情绪零碎。

Yeah.

I felt so embarrassed to admit that i've cried.

=(

I felt so frustrated whenever i get sentimental...

I hate to admit that it's tears that rolled down my cheeks.

Well.

Crying make us exhaust too.

But i finally found out.

Holding back tears are tiring too.

Sighs.

It's just the same.

Anyway,

I've got nothing to feel regret about.

I felt so... relieved.

=)

Thanks.

I cried before you replied me last night.

I'm sorry for didn't tell you about it last night.

I don't wanna ruin everything with my stupidity.

Forgive me,

will you?

I'm sorry.

But i was really happy that you called too.

Thank you.

=)

Made you so late sleep.

Pai seh laaa =P

I've broke all your records jor hor?

xDD

Hide-n-seek ;D

All love shifts and changes.

I don't know if you can be wholeheartedly in love all the time.

Found this quote.

Nothing much happened recently...

Just.

Hey,

we've gotta take in the truths right?

We can't always just run away from it right?

Yes.

We can run but we can't hide.

Isn't it?

no pain no gain.

BLOODY TRUE.

sobs.

I am tempted to know.

Why don't you just tell me?

=X

Whatever.

As long as it suits you.

It's up to you ;)

It's December already...

Time flews.

=(

It's not gonna be easy.

Yea.

Not kidding.

Eden,

hey. If anything, need any help,

I'll be there for you, babe >.^

NO worries.

Be back to the CHEERFUL DIDI laaaa =P

Lou gong,

i don't know if you'll see this post.

But orh...

It's worth trying right? >.<

"wo zhen de hen dan xin ni ne."

T^T

Kns,

it's gonna be 15 jor.

Scare that day can't update den sei for lor...>.<

Have you been absorbing what i told you?

Gambatte. (=

Its was enchanted to meet you.

I was wonderstruck.

The lingering question kept me up...

2am, who do you love?

I wonder till I'm wide awake.

Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door.

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew.

These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon.

I was enchanted to meet you.

Please don't be in love with someone else.

Please don't have somebody waiting on you.

Please don't be in love with someone else.

Please don't have somebody waiting on you.

I see sparks fly whenever you smile.

My words,

(do you get it? ><)

--Taylor Swift

(Enchanted,Sparks fly)

Ps. Finally found the words. It was what i wanted to post. xP

November.

Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by its breathtaking moments.

Well, talking about breathtaking.

I remembered Edward.
Edward Cullen.

-- The irresistible, intoxicating kind of boyfriend.
-- The dangerous, deadly, yet yeah,breath-sucking.
-- Bella's Edward. (=

xDD
It just pop right out of my mind.Consider a mental note huh?

I need my phone.
T^T

I'm starting to feel like i am out of tracks...
Lost track of everything.

LOL.

It's just another mental note. =(


I am missing you.
You, you, and you.

T^T

Everybody, i meant. ;D

LALALALALAAA.

Sorry.
Maybe i hit my head.

No.
I didn't, actually.

I hit my leg instead.
And got blisters now.

Oww...

It hurts. >.<

I was using the kind of water pumper thingy to wash the car porch just now.

My mum warned me ~ Becareful. Don't go spray your leg with it unless you wanna lost your leg.

And i accidentally let it slipped, and it hit squarely on feet.

OwWwwwww~

Bad move.

Anyway. I missed Doraemon badly. ><

I know its children's thing.

But i really love Doraemon. xP

[Anybody wanna borrow me Doraemon comics? x)))]

I am now sinking my teeth into Pendragon's adventures too.

I am lovin' it ;)

Hey, you. Kanasai.

Yes.

I am talking to you.

*seriously*

Ahem.

Update your blog anot wor?

wakakakaa.

Sorry.

I'm ma' foolin' around these days.

I am freaking out. Holidays are real boring. =(

HMPH.

I'm just trying to make this post long.

Didn't meant to create so much junks.

PAI SEh la weihh xP

Eden.

Yes, my beloved darling. >.<

( i know it sounds gross)

Good thinking.

Good luck.

Time heals, babe (=

Muackies for you xD

[I told you i was freaking out.T^T]

Ps. Kanasai, i found it anyway. Sorry. It totally freaked me out just now.><

The truth is more important than the facts.

Friends,

I am sorry.

Dear 2 HE,

THANK YOU.

I didn't thought of myself bursting into tears in front of you guys too...

I've done the stupid thing.

J.M.2 HE.

I am sorry for not treating you all as well as i could.

I'm really glad to know you guys.

Well,

at first,

I don't really liked 2 HE.

Yeah.

Immature of me to do so.

But.

After some time.

I realized.

Why on earth.

The most adorable, lovable, caring, exciting classmates are here.

And i wasn't satisfy with it?

So from that on.

I told my guts.

I am going to do my best.

I am going to do my full duty.

I will thank everyone in this class.

There's isn't much time left.

I need to thank everybody for giving me trust and was always supporting me.

I really cherish the moments we've had together.

I'm going to treasure every victory of our hardship.

I should.

Be there smiling, laughing, chatting happily, picturing every happy moments in my head with everyone else.

Yet,

i wasted it on my own sentiments matters.

STUPID matters.

I am scared.

I am terribly afraid.

I don't wanna be parted.

I just wanna clings on to the happy things.

I just wanna everything to be the way it was.

I know i am stubborn to think so.

But i want it the way i wanted.

stupid me.

I am really glad to be one of 2 HE.

I am really glad to have such nice classmates.

THANK YOU 2 HE.

I LOVE YOU GUYS =)

The best day.

I had the the best day with you today. =)

Thanks for everything.

It really made me felt better.

A whole lot better x)

Yeah.

You promised you'll come find me.

And, I'll wait for you then =)

Days with you are amazing.

But now,

it'll be somehow melancholy.

I think?

There's no way that we can locate each other since i don't have my phone.

I can't use my house or dad's phone too.

I can't online for all day.

OMG.

What is this world?

Yish.

It's freakin' me out.

Sighs.

There's nothing i can do.

（=

Actually i think i do.

xD

See you soon...

====

Thanks to kai wen too.

Yeah. I promised.

I will try my best.

You are not the first who told me to do so.

That's why.

I'll change. =)

====

OMG.

Yeah.

YOU.

You are over doing it.

I'm warning you.

If you ever break her heart,

be prepared.

It's your doomsday.

xD

There's no good story without romance. -- Stephanie Meyer

This shouldn't be happening.

Sheesh...

I can't let this happens...

I am just making things hard...

i can't let this remain...

But i am so hopeless...

There's completely nothing that i can do...

Why love if losing hurts so much?

We love to know that we are not alone.

<3

It's really nice of you.

I'm sorry about yesterday night...

sighs.

I'm feeling so guilty now...

I should have do something to prevent my self dozing off...

I fell asleep just right after i received your message...

And the next moment i knew that i was awake,

you have already left for school...

You sent message last night.

You called me last night.

But i was sleeping...

I didn't even have the chance to wish you good luck >.<

I bet that you guys are doing warm up and practicing now...

It start at about 9.00 right?

Good luck.

It's your first.

All the best.

=)

It's coincidence.

Hmm...

Let's hope everything is going the right way =)

To all my dear friends that have found their partners,

All the best.

May things goes well between all of you.

=)

Thanks, dear.

;)

Everyone is someone's dream.

"One day you'll love me,

the way I loved you.

One day you'll think of me

the way I thought of you.

One day you'll cry for me,

the way I cried for you.

One day you'll want me,

but I won't want you."

If your love does not work with that person, it just means that someone else loves you more.

If you want to be loved, be lovable.