I will.

Well, i DROPPED ten marks for my average.

This, is so dead.

I've break this to my family.

Sighs.

I'm gonna try my best from now.

I've got the place 52/52 in my class.

Yeah.

Tht's the last place.

First time in my life.

=D

=(

T^T

lols.

I will try my best on algebra, geometry and physics.

I will...

****

Thanks a lot.

Your words hurt me actually.

But,

I will listen to your words.

I will try.

I will do better the next time.

I will get higher marks then you the next time.

I will not let you have the chance to say something like that anymore.

Watch me.

;P

It didn't work.

The more you try to forget about something, the firmer it clung on.

Isn't it?

That's why i wasn't been thinking about forgetting those days, those memories, those words...

I know.

It won't work though i decided on forgetting.

Instead.

I told myself to let go,

Once upon a time.

lol.

It didn't work.

sighs.

Thank you.

Hmph.

Thanks buddies. =)

It's satisfying enough.

I truly appreciates.

THANK YOU.

=)

Yeah.

THis is it.

120696.

The day i was born and so as the day my mum suffered the most.

Funny that i will mention about this. Zzzz.

Anyway.

It's nothing actually.

Ma' burffdae...

So what?

It's just a day.

An ordinary day.

Nothing's special.

A day an idiot was born.

An idiot that is same as other humans as well.

That have everything she needed but you.

***

Yi Khai kor.

I know.

Just that particular 2 hours. Or else i will be calling u 'DI' instead. ;P

Sighs.

IT's doomed.

SO i must be younger than you.

By just that 2 hours. O.o"""

Still, it's fine.

Be my best kor instead ba.~xD (jking nia)

I gazed at the sky and smiled bitterly,sighed.

I Don't Know.

I don't know.

I don't seems to know, i mean.

All these time.

All these days.

All those msgs.

All those words.

I don't know.

I don't wanna believe any of it at first.

but still.

I did.

Somehow.

idiot.

'Why not?'

i always swore that i won't think this way.

Yet.

I did.

Stupid of me.

And.

I ended up regretting.

Not about i've believed.

It's juz why haven't i stop myself from the very first?

There's times that i thought everything will be okay and that's it.

Nothing more.

But i was wrong.

Gravely wrong.

It's just a brainless git deciding on something seriously though it doesn't even have a brain.

Cheese-brain.

Stupid me.

Longing? No.

Though it's just a short while.

I felt so relieved.

No, not only relieved.

It's calming too.

Funny eh?

I also dunno do i need it so much...

Though I don't think it has reached till 'longing'...

Cuz i am still alive.

And everything seems to be alright.

MAYBE.