Saturday, May 15, 2010

Truth or Dare?

If i m choosing TRUTH instead of dare,

i seriously would like to believe everything u told me...

If i choose DARE,

i possibly will dare enough to tell u what have been in my heart for so long...

But,

I CAN'T.


I CAN'T.
I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.I CAN'T.


If i could, somehow. IF.
It's not gonna make any changes.
okay, fine. Yes, there is.

Close Friends===>Complete Strangers.

AREN'T I RIGHT?
Doesn't this kind of stuffs always happens in the end?
It's LIFE, right?
It's a meaningless life too, right?

Everything you have said, you have done made me feel like believing you.
But i don't really dare to.
I am afraid that it is just another and another trap being set by you...
There's already been times that i fell into it unknowingly yet realizing it wasn't right while it was too late....
So as many other innocents too...
One after one, no.
There were also few in once...
I was always pitying them, yet there is nothing i could do...

COMPLETELY CLUELESS.

Ever since that midnight, i was always trying to let this out of my mind FOREVER.
But, it is really hard.
BLOODY HARD.
It's always a little pain behind every "It's okay".

I've tried and tried, after being broken into pieces, after being wounded and ached...

Everything still remain the same...

What could i do?

NOTHING.

Seriously, definitely, actually, honestly, absolutely,

NOTHING.

I just wouldn't dare to.

I am a coward. i am afraid of losing. Yet, I'm already losing.

Aren't i a idiot?

Yes.

You can LAUGH.

SERIOUSLY.

DO ME A FAVOUR?

LAUGH

AT

ME.

for my sake.

please?


Boys really doesn't realized that how much a little thing can upset a girl.

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