Ruined.

Stupid.

Idiot.

Bastard.

It describes me correctly...

I shouldn't have say it out....
Especially on the wrong moment, wrong situation, wrong mood...

ARGGH.

Now what?

I can't change what have happened right?

That's already the fact, isn't it?

Seriously i don't know why would i do that actually...
Why would i let you know?

I don't know.

Maybe, i really can't bear it going on like that anymore...
But now, it's worse.

It's ruined.

Everything is ruined.

Completely ruined.

darn.

I didn't want that to happen...
I didn't meant to tell u in the first place...
But i can't get hold of myself anymore...

As days passes, it's getting more and more deeper...

The deeper it goes,

the painer it ache.

I did mentioned that everything i told u beforehand are the truths right?

It is, seriously.

You said that you understands...

But, still...

You promised...

Yet, still...

sighs.

Everything you do and words u say, it takes all my breath away...

When i close my eyes and drift away, i always think that everything is fine...

Never wanted this.

It's killing me to lose a person that i cherished so much...

Hope you can't see through the smile i was faking...

Hope you know it's not simple for me...

This is extremely,

Frustrating Complicated.