Yeap.
Definitely start all over again.
Those old post are just the past.
Everybody has a past.
But anybody can change their future.
I have been blinded by pain.
I was lost.
But now I realized.
It isn't worth!
Just be myself.
No matter others likes the way I am or not.
I'm just gonna stay the way I am.
But I am learning to change as well.
If we don't change, we don't grow.
I'm 16 already.
I'm ready for anything that comes in my way.
2012,
It's been a tough year for me.
Even the skies gets rougher.
But I won't give up anymore.
Everything that happens meant anything to make me stronger.
I never realized there's so many nice people around me.
I'm always hiding like a coward myself.
I'm sorry i said you're a coward.
I'm actually just the same thing.
I built barriers in my heart.
I was imprisoned by myself.
I never let my head drop in front of others.
I never wanted others to think I'm a weakling.
I always held my tears, not wanting anybody to see them rolling down.
I stayed strong.
I reacts coldly.
Friends.
I'm sorry for the way I treated you all.
I was too stubborn.
Broken smiles.
Those who saw me cried,
I felt guilty towards them.
But someone told me that means i Trusted them.
Perhaps.
Elder friends always reminded me that I am always easily cheated.
I'll work on with that.
Thanks.
I never realized a surprise can make a friend happy.
Especially Birthday Surprises.
I will not be the same anymore.
I can't afford materials satisfaction.
But I can afford time and energy.
I can afford memorable moments too.
I have to learn to make my friends happy.
When I see them happy,
I am happy eventually. C:
I have many special friends who helped me all the time.
I will pay my debt.
I promise I will.
Mark my words.
You.
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4A ai taught me to SMILE. |
