Losing mind.

We rarely think people have good sense unless they agree with us.

I'm just trying my best.

I can't manage everything .

I'm just a human.

I'm not a god.

I aren't IMMORTAL.

I'm myself

the whoever i am.

I'm not you.

I won't be able to know what are you thinking,

how is your heart aching.

My heart is in my chest.

Your heart is in yours.

You won't know why does my heart wrench.

I won't know how your heart split.

I can see through your eyes actually.

Did i hurt you badly?

Did you tears fall?

I did.

DIDN'T i?

I'm sorry.

I hope you will understand better.

It hurts to see you turning away.

I'm tired of faking smiles.

But hearing my own heart breaking.

irly.

Do you know?

It actually tore to think abt ending it.

That's why i've given up.

I.

I can't.

I know i won't be able

to handle it.

I don't mind my friends saying all those stuffs.

The thing is.

I just want you to be happy.

And it'll be satisfying enough for me.

ILY <3

saw.high

So.high.

=

soh×i.

wth.

What have i done wrong?

I just borrowed comics frm my fren.

I didn't even bought it.

What's the fking matter with that?

DO you have to yell at me that way?

WHat's gotten to you guts?

Why can't i buy eng novel too?

I bought my first novel myself kay?

And who are the ones that always claims that i'm lousy?

WTH.

I've always wanted to learn things but yet you all stopped me.

And,

is that my fault then?

PLEASE.

Stick to the truth.

Accept the truth.

I'm not stupid.

i'm a human okay?

i've got brain.

i can think.

i've got heart.

i can feel.

i've got lacrimal gland.

i can cry.

i've got mouth.

i can speak.

And yet.

Why doesn't i have a chance to speak for it?

Why should i always be the one who have to obey all you said?

Nobody will be right forever.

Everybody make mistakes.

So do you.

So do I.

So what's the point of yelling, screaming for all the time though you're absolutely wrong actually?

Why can't you just give me a break?

LISTEN to me please?

THis isn't right.

I hate.

I despise.

To feel hatred towards home.

I wanna be a regular person like everyone that will miss home.

Not glad that i don't have to go home.

Can i?

PLEASE?

NO more.

No more 52/52 in class.

No more 6x.xx for average.

Can i make it?

Frankly.

If.

IF i got the guts to study. ;)

Right?

T^T

No more "pei si" frm those idiots bastard =X

I'll let you see.

That's not i've only got.

I'm gonna make it.

=)

But the thing is.

How do i not flunk MATHS and PHYSICS?

And so as Malay n History...

>.<

I didn't meant to flunk it in the 1st actly...

NOT MY FAULT.

seriously.

I'm always slow at maths...

THat's DOOMED. ;P

Hehes.

=P

I'm gonna see you guys sooner or later.

<3